First. I thought today

Would I give away this

Experience

For a superficial dream ... ?

What am I losing?

Something that doesn't exist

For the freedom of

Total existence, presence,

Courage and joy

At first, I was fighting

I had to make sure

That I am actually free

To choose you

I had to arrive here

By

Myself

I was resisting,

I was rejecting, judging,

Fearing, fighting